Publisher: twinger Volume No. 3 Issue No 19 Date August 24, 2005
Davin used to say that, as a mother, I was like the momma cow that kicked her little one off when the next calf arrived. As harsh as it may sound, I consider this a compliment. It is our goal to raise godly children that are confident and independent. They are given chores and responsibilities suited to their ages. We have carefully tutored and monitored their actions and behavior. We have tried to be good examples. We pray for them, and ask God to have mercy on our shortcomings and failures as parents.
Davin, Ryan, and I have been working all summer towards getting Ryan ready for college. He has plans, and the necessary tools, for gainful employment as a referee. He has a roommate of his choosing, and they have worked out what each will contribute towards their dorm room. He has declared a major, and enrolled in classes. His fees are paid for the fall semester, and he is cognizant of his financial needs for the future. He has a plan in mind for attending church. I feel like Noah after 40 days of flooding, I am hopeful about sending out the dove in anticipation of what he will bring back.
Ryan left for Texas Tech on Monday. His plan was to leave around 10:00 a.m., and I knew he would drop the bank on his way out of town to tell me good-bye. I had made up my mind that I was not going to cry because I did not want him to suffer any separation anxiety on my account. When it was time for him to leave, I walked with him to his pick-up and proceeded to give him a hug. I told him that I loved him and that I was proud of him. The intensity of his hug tore at my heart in a way that words never could. The tears could not be avoided.
I talked to Ryan today and, like the dove, he has brought me the olive branch. He is finding his way. With mixed emotions, I look forward to letting him soar. I hope God blesses our family as he did Noah’s.
